As time for me to join the fleet comes closer I've began the thoughts every man has before he leaves; I need to prepare myself for the worst so as to not be distracted and thus remain combat effective. I feel that I'm ready to go do whatever it is the people of our nation (through the direction of elected politicians) need me to do to protect lives.
However, in these thoughts I came across the fact that if I pass I will be giving undeniable grief to those close to me, a burden that they have no choice over. It is my choice alone and doesn't seem fair that I should put that weight on their shoulders.
Ironically they are the reason why I put myself in harm's way. They are my motivation to be in situations in which I might pay the ultimate sacrifice. After coming to this realization I felt like I should say "I'm sorry" ha ha ha. It sounds odd but I don't know any other response to the situation. God gave me a gift, I am going to use it to protect anyone I can, physically or emotionally. Through might or words, I'll be in harm's way so they don't have to be.
1st Article of the code of conduct
"I am an American, fighting in the armed forces which guard my country and our way of life, I am prepared to give my life in their defense." And I'm sorry ha ha ha
~Josh
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Sweet blog man! I've been sending it on to my students who are thinking of going into military aviation. Cheers!
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I can't think of a better person to do this. Truly a gift from Papa. Thank you for doing this. I forgive you:)
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